Yesterday was like close shave man!!!!

I did go out and met Ken at bedok. Initially he said he will ask Changyee to come along. yeah better to have more 'witness' as possible. You never know what will ahppen if no one knows, and no one to prove that i went to meet Ken all for a legal purpose. lolx den when i saw him, there were no Changyee next to him. But accordign to him, Ah Sang was teasing him about it. Oh maaann...lolx! Saying that we were both dating secretly. C'mon la! I dun think Ken is this kinda guy. Impossible.

So we went to have dinner, i ate at home so i stared at him eating Kuching Laksa. But i derived so many conclusions after 2 hours of conversation. Its like i miss the times, of having someone agreeing with what i say instead of trying to pick a quarrel..like someone whom i shall decline to mention. Apparent enuf. Anyway he just continued talkign to me, blushing whenever i tease him etc..you know..all these kind of things which i felt detached already. Suddeny it was al coming back to quilibrium. Like it was the moment which i actually miss about working. Fun times.

Its like i could have stayed there and listen to him talk for ages. His views on things which are so similar to mine. And it was easy to talk to him, it was so peaceful. So soothing. Honestly. I guess this is a good reason for this blog. I relaly wanted to write all these. But yet, if i really really could have turn back time, things still wont have gone my way. Its all predestined. I actually postpone goign to church for like 45 mins. Becuz we just stayed there talking at the bus berth. Watchign 3 of my bus leave b4 my eyes. Worth it.

I cant believe i actually say all that.

Oh then while we were chatting at the coffeeshop. We saw a ex colleague- Jason. And he said Hi, apparently lookign shocked to the sight of both of us. He was thinkig exactly what anyone would think. Then he said to me ' So weird, you 2 are here but your boyfriend is just over there!' As soon as he said that, we packed and go. *Phew* But he must understand, i did this for the present for anniversary sake.

Anyway this fren of mine was sms-ing me..and suddenly mentioned about wanting to accompany me on the train every mornin so that if i am tired, i can always have a shoulder to rest on. Friend- i shall emphasize again. Why dosent my bf do that? why? I realli wanna know why.

Yesterday night, it was the same old thing...quarrel quarrel. So sick. So sick to the extent that i was like...on this verge on saying the extreme. Bloody hell. He ask me to Fk off ok. ARGHHH! Never in my life has a guy say that to me. Lets just treat it as if he dosent know the meanign of it.

Quarrel again this evening. Hmm.

Lots of tests next week. Arghhh. Lots of other things to do. Where got tiem to study??