friends?

i guess things are easier when u have no strings attached? things seems much harder when u put your attention on something, and things dont turn out the way you want.

11 years of experience seperates right from wrong. 11 years of experience seperate truth from lies.

Maybe the bottomline is...it was never meant to be working out.

he say she is jealous when she wanted to see his latest target. Of cuz, she can never come right out and admit what she feels. No, thats too curt. But hearing him mention about some other person dont make her feel any better. true, he may not be interested in that new girl. But i guess she just kinda had somethign snapped inside her brain that she knew exactly what she should have done. the age difference just makes it harder.

like things could get any worse. it did.

i used to have this best friend. Or so i thought he was. But why isit that things have to change because of greed?

i hate gambling. I hate it even more when gambling tears your friendship. I hate it when people lie to me. I hate it even more when you can come right out and feed me with white lies.

i can tell u i dun care. but i do. because i honestly cant imagine why do u have to complicate matters then tell me you dont wanna let it affect our friendship.


its been ages since i last had the Call. after the past one month, i already kinda got use to the fact that maybe i shouldnt expect so much. But when i sit down and suddenly remmbers that hey, what does all these mean?

i feel like a container, slowly depleting of liquid. Slowly getting used to the fact that bring empty and being filled with air is not a bad idea after all.

A hibisucs actually asked if things could be....u know. Stupid butterfly gave stupid stumbled answer. Stupid. Why cant butterfly just answer a straight resounding yes.

ergh. now butterfly can go fly kite.

Happie Bday Vic

After my best friend's bday, its the turn of the special day of my other buddy. This yr i didnt get to celebrate for yang cuz he got ppl to celebrate for him ma. No need frinds like us. lolx~
Anyway this yr, i decided organise one for Vic..Moreover the last tiem the clique met up was like during chinese new year!!! So long already!

Since Sunday is Army's AHM.. had to make it on a saturday noon. Just before they book in again.

Pretty but tad gay a cake.

Wishes for the new year...?

The pretty card bought by (who else?)...

Us! ^^

Oh yeah anyway i asked yang to come by parkway to pick me up since i scared the cake will melt and partly...i lazy to take bus. LoLx!!! See the cute turtle at the windscreen? My belated bday pressie to him. LoLx. Meiting..told u must buy small one so he can hang in car. lolx!!

Overall, it was a good weekend! =)

《千里之外》

Jay has finally gotten a new song. And out of all people to collaborate, he did it with Fei Yu Qing~

O my gosh~

Looking at the MTV, i wonder...why dosent that retro singer change his style?

He sings the way he usually does in the latest MV.

i.e with a mike and his hands spreading out as he croons.

ew~ hope the album is good.

Anyway did french manicure and pedicure. Sigh...

Trying to enjoy life..when everythign is fallin apart.

I chnaged the style abit. Fingers i did baby pink with white tips ( as usual) but i had wine red for toes with silver tips. well, supposedly classy. must start wearing more heels.

Of cuz highlight of the day is that cute classmate from last sem call me "mei nv" across the carpark. Whahahah!!!!!!

he is so cute but still i dunno his name. lolx!

ponder

sometimes what you wanted is not within your grasp.

and sometimes u realise what u have.. is slipping away from u.

and what u thought you already lost, it was always there.

it no longers know where to fly and land anymore.

b-day celebration

Met up with the TK girls yesterday! Of cuz to celebrate my best friend's birthday!

Despite being a all girls meeting, the guest of honour's special half was there too. haha
but he should be there la!

We had our mini party at V8. And honestly, we have aged. Now that Meiting has 2 big candles..soon it will be my turn. Soon, we will all start having 3 biiiig candles. *sigh

No longer are we throwing cakes at each other, shuffling money under tables to share the cake nor are we carrying out traditions of biting the candles etc etc.

well i guess consolation is that i dont have to scared having cakes thrown at me.

those were the days.

by the way babe, hibiscus dosent know its your birthday! Haha..

'' friendly'' gang

Firday night was reserved for the Friendly Gang.

As usual, meeting up for food and talks and lotsa gossip. We had such a gathering like ages ago. When RCIA first started on tracks, and we young-er ones decided we need a gossip session to explore more about our fellow grp mates.

Status were unveiled, shocking news was uncovered..and basically just lots of gossips and scandals. But it brought us alot more closer.

One year passed by just like that, and of cuz, things changed. Our lives took many turns, but we are still tight as a group. If not, tighter. Recently, the biggest scandal has happened and there is a need for a emergency gossip session!

Waffles, sandwiches! yummy!

Now that RCIA has come to a halt, we might not have much time to meet up. From the usual once a week meetups..we have to settle for once amonth. Whereby they will gather at my place in any one wednesday.. to have a gathering!

Weekends have arrived.

Part of me wait in anticipation. Part of me waits in fear. What if things starts to change?

dear meiting....

To my best friend,

I wish you lots of happy returns.

I pray that may u have a good year till your 21st.

Till always, may we always always be best friends, buddies and sisters.

Lurve ya! *Muacks.



p/s: Before ur pressie arrives, here's a online pressie i send u! haha =)

time line.

you know the thing about Hibiscus?

They harm you. Not literallly harm...but just make u feel as small as possible.

i am quite sick of peoples shocked faces and high pitched voice when they blurt out "what?".

i know i know. there are sooo many things that could possibly go wrong.

You know how it feels like...when you are in Primary 5 and you are walking on this street.

Then at that time, you just wouldnt appreciate guys in green army uniform. Since the fetish would have seemed impossible to a 10 yr old kid.

But there was one particular one which might have passed you by... One that is going to book into camp.

thats how i explain 11 yr of difference.

Stop giving the "whaat?" reaction.

the story about a butterfly

The Butterfly love the morning glory. Even when the morning glory didnt open up its petals to her, she would stand by one side to just wait. to give in to morning glory's daily whims. Butterfly never really minded. She was told by the others fluttering beauties to just pick a new flower. the garden is so big, why bother yourself with that stubborn morning glory. The butterfly will flutter out of the circle of trust, and continue on. Just being very patient with the imperfect morning glory.

The morning glory is not one that calls for other butterflies to accompany him through the day. he only had the Butterfly. But the problem with morning glory is that it prefered to keep its petals to himself. Only when days he felt like opening up to the world, the Butterfly is welcomed to him. In some point of wayward view, thats loyalty isnt it? Technically is.

One dya, the owner shifted the pot of morning glory away from the rest. It was placed in the Green house. There was no way she could spread her wings and fly all the way over there.

Of cuz, the owner had plans. He took away the morning glory to replace it with the hibiscus. The Butterfly didnt liek the Hibiscus.It was in the shade of colour the Butterfly hated most. The hibiscus had so many other things that the Butterfly used to say she hates. But she actually starts considering to close on eye and settle her wings at the Hibiscus every morning.

Now that is something really wrong. But it worked for the other Butterflies.

And so sch starts...

School started.

First day, step in sch and u start greeting all the people u met last semester. Isnt it funny that people you had a class with and never talked last year, yet will start saying Hi when u all are no longer in the same class? Haha but its nice though.

2nd day starting skipping lecture because of the add drop period! Haha.. but well the main highlight was the NCC lander's outing la. Stayed for a short short while cuz it was damm late and i was damm shagged. Didnt get to see who i wanted to see...ahem some innocent person..but well, i guess the sun is better than nothing. Haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
Awww i lurve my country! Did i tell u all that? I love the marching contigent even so. Hahaaa!~ guarding near the tv, tryign to spot friends of mine. But i realise..they all bloody look the same. Especially with the camo on! hahah!!!

U know wad my dream is? Be the next locally made signer to hit into taiwan market- then i can sing during NDP. =X

Dream lah ok? dont laugh while reading this.

Friday is NTU engin bash. Jk is going and ask me go. Duh! i woudl have gone cuz its my own faculty bash la! whats more some yr 1 freshie invited him..so better dont go and see them. hahahah!!!!

one hours lecture today. And i made the effort to go down ok? Guai eh?

to make up for the lect i pon on tue. =p not so guai after all! hee.

But i finish one tutorial le...hahah..i miss doin homewoork. Shucks.

能不能

Nice.