Thursday, September 28, 2006

its a girly day!

I gotten myself new perfume from Guerlain, this french brand. Arhh its one of their newest fragrance, with Hilary Swank as their spokeswoman for this range of fragrance.

Insolence! The typical girly scent.




Not only so, also have eyeshadow...shower lotion, body lotion, anti wrinkle... its this fullset with this pretty white make up pouch! hahah



i didnt buy them. Jack did. Haha.. its damm expensive lo, happen to be online searching for pics to put on blog, since i dun have my camera aroudn me to snap it. Then i realise the perfume alone cost almost 100 and...and eyeshow palette cost roughly more than 50. not forgetting the other skin care products. haha!!

Bought my parents mooncakes from four seasons too! woo.. sadly i dun eat mooncakes! i wont mind swensens ice cream moon cake though. haha! actually i have almost the same colour palette as this new one, but its from Elizabeth Arden though. haha..

Met up with Nona and Danny after the karaoke session...den studied. feels happie cuz i finally able to tackle my chemistry tutorials!!!! ^^

but despite all these, it didnt make my day any much happier.

Cant wait for school to start! =) i was thinking, after november 17th, things will become better. I dun have to be under the threat of the greater woman.. hopefully.









loads and loads of....i dunno.

i learnt a new word today.

Promiscuous.

when junior described his friend with such an adjective, i then realised what it actually meant!

Do you know what it means? Its ok if you dont, i can give u a synonym.

Frivolous.

Arhh. But it feels different when you finally felt that someone feels that about you. Maybe not promiscuous...but being casual emotionally dosent make you feel much better. So someone might think you are perfect cuz thats what they think you are, and when they go through a longer time, they feel that, orhh you are not so perfect because you fall for almost every guy you see.

Goodness no. at least i should be a teeny bit comforted that i know thats what going through his mind. despite being every ounce of shock drilling me, what could i have said?

Emotionally unstable? Hmm...makes me sound more and more like a nut case. Haha i guess emotionally unstable dont strike me as tryin to tell me i am boy crazy. Being boy crazy dosent make me easy to fall in love with any stupid tom, dick or harry. thats not my style. if you havent got what i want, you wouldnt be the one for me. that has always been my motto. Telling a girl that she seems to be falling readily for every other guy is just as good as sayign she is frivalous if not, promiscuous. Goodness me.

tsk tsk. apparently people dont really know me like that think they do. I aint complex. I am actually quite a easy person to read, i know that. So i dont understand why isit by just brief scanning of my blog, projects such a image?

You might say. i have been in a long relay of relationships, and what i want it just companionship and not true feelings involved. Hmmm, i am a sucker for all things nice and beautiful, for romance, for perfectness. But i can gain companionship elsewhere. i dont need any guy's companionship.


Alex broke his arm yesterday. Arhhh wnated to snap his orlorn face and place it on my blog, but realise my dad took my camera! they are at Shanghai, so hope they remmbered to buy sum stuff back for me! So alex is walking round the house, with a sling around his neck and ooo, i signed on his cast! hahaha


everytime he sms me, i have this urge to reply something evil. Not evil evil.. but just... it makes me feel that all the humouring, and expecting me to report. Why should i do that? i just said i was studying. thats all. what else could i provide an answer. I cant help feeling that he was just checking up whether i am dead or alive.

very much alive. thank you.


Its jack's birthday today, and ill be off celebrating cuz i guess no one from church knows it. wanted to pick me up for bak kut teh yesterday, but i couldn make it. and that was then i realise that its jack's birthday. So ill probably go for a meal den im off to studying with nona and danny. hahah! lightbulb alert!

what do you buy for a person with everything? car perfume? chocalates? hmmm...

Monday, September 25, 2006

Miami Vice


I always liked chick flick. But since we were out..and had to save that John Tucker movie for another dy, decided upon watching Miami Vice. Typical Gung-ho male kinda movie.
Rated NC 15 in singapore, and R in USA, i reckon the authorities had a great time snipping away the scenes from the show.

Its the usual, undercover in drug bust kinda movie. Of cuz, with a chinese megastar thrown in, its really werid. i have watch Gong Li's movies, and struck me as the typical mainland conservative actress. But ooomph...Colin Farrell and her looks kinda good together. No doubt she looks a tad but older, but well, not too bad i would say. haha

Sadly Mr. Farrell no longer look as attractive as he has always been. He look old. alright, older..but still, where is that breathtaking charm of his!!!!?

Sigh, mondays again. Cant seem to get on with my work. Too much on my mind. Too confused. Ergh ergh ergh!!!!!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

the one that left me stumped

Nobody likes changes. Do you? I never did. I have always been austious, making sure that i am not on the wrong end, recieving nothing. I try to think before i do anything..mostly i dont.

Had a late night supper with yang. and oh yea, he did see my 15 ppl list and knew that he is top of da list! of cuz, that least is not in order..but still, must be kinda impt for me to write it first eh! haha...so there i was just waiting for him to pick me up..i wanted to drive but hmm, my family was already asleep so yeha forget it. Had food and talked about stuff. Mainly abt his and my life. We realised that things always fall in a pattern within the 3 of us. What victor went thru, i went thru. and now its yang's turn. So i was there laughing my head off. Not very demure, but oh well, i was never demure around him anyway. Haha

Went to parkway's 24 hour mcafe and sat down..just chatting. Sigh, how i miss the jc times. We came to a conclusion, that we have all matured. In our taste, in the way we look at things. Even the things we chat about. Sure it still revolves around relationship, but i guess, he dosent judge. and i dont judge him either. the darkest secret that i could probably have, he is the first to know. Vic too of cuz. Yang wondered why i never told the girls. I would have but i guess the response is different. Girls dont look at a issue the same way as a guy does. I mena to me, i didnt think that thing was such a big dela until meiting commented on it. and i was taken aback. not really in the sense of pissed..but thought to myself that hey~ indeed they are different with their response.

By the time i got home was around 4. and yayy! yang let me drive his car, despite the fact i didnt bring my wallet out thus i dont have my license with me. haha! Yeah, i just took my phone and keys out. lolx! he v-com for his unit's vehicles before, so i guess he felt it was ok to let me handle his car. Feels damm diff from the car i drive!! Haha

Went karaoke with nona and fiona today. The na-s. haha.. and we just happen to be talking. Fiona was like gushing abt how nice if her bf went overseas and leave her free and easy. I look at her. Well...i guess you only regret saying that when it happens. Haha..

I finally got an email. Not a long one, but certainly a long awaited one. I showed yang the sms-s, and he felt that i was just replying to humour him. I am not. i think. I honestly dunno that it falls into as a routine...or isit our of pure sincerity. I think of long term. I think of... i dunno. How about picturing a mother in law that hates me? Hahaha. That, will be one factor that tears us apart. In fact, she already did. I couldnt complain because who the fuck am i to complain? If you cant get it, then lose it.

When i told meiting about what i have set on doing, she looks and me and thinks i should come clean. I should probably just admit to the fact that things are different. when i told yang, he was readily supporting my stand. Maybe he thinks its wrong, but he didnt say. he just said, well wanna give him a taste of his own medicine huh?

haha..i never planned to make it look that way. i just thought, why the hell do i have to answer to anyone. I mean, it really really dosent matter anymore. its like the case of..now you see it, now you dont! haha.. maybe fiona is right, i am so lucky, i have my freedom. But i have a conscience you know. haha if i went thru this similar case once, i am certain not to go thru it again. maybe it wont happen, because i just cant say what i should be saying. because now that ii havent been getting positive vibes, i know its not going to happen. yet. and if it does, probably its good. its somethign i always wanted. but i mean face it, if its mine. it will be. i am a sucker for romantics, for destiny, for fate and all that crap. So when one day, all these factors prove to me that, hey~ u have been day dreaming. I'll know what to do.

For now? sublimation in daydreaming is what i am good at.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

another day more till the weekends!

suddenly i guess things are taking a better turn. Huiqing was chatting to me and i realise alot of things...
the reason to why you cant seem to trust a person becuz u cant even trust myself. She ask if i actually trusts him...i hesitated and think..i do. I used to be so controlling..worrying..becuase i myself cant even be trusted. But putting myself in his shoes..i can understand ba.
I always got angry because he dosent wanna let me step into his life. Never wanting to share his stress or probleams. I always get agitated with that. I cant understand. he might say becuz he dosent wanna get me worried. But i guess..now, i just expect very little. i told him, i will always be here to listen...but whether you wanna tell me or not is up to you.

Haha..the bunch of us are still in the french obsession. Haha. he look abit lost in school today... but i was chattign with jonathan..so couldnt help him out. lol argh!

So happy! Recess is next week. Oh did i tell you peeps? I am goign for Energy concert next tuesday! Free tickets why not? lol

Crashed nona's chem class today...and saw this guy that look like David Tao. with a nicer bod and nicer hair...good tan, great skin! hahah so as the ang moh mubles his way through the tutorials..we 2 sit and admire him. haha! Realise he is jingfen's fren's fren. Hmm*

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

mumblings on a wednesday

Had CSA meeting today..actually i usually every weke also dont go de. Haha cuz i had tuition...even so, by the time the thing ends, it will be darnn late le. Tongiht i actually went cuz its appreciation for FOC people. And since i am the GL, i have to show face abit ma! haha

Saw rina over there..and well jsut said hi and talked abit. She is currently going through the NTU rcia.. so i told her that my church's rcia just ended.

Oh yeah, and well this leads to another thing. Holy Fam's Rcia Core team actually invited me to join them as committee. But i mean look at me, i am so young. the youngest perharps. Wouldnt it create alot of politics within the group? Most of them are working adults, way into the foties..some even in their fifties...how would they react if i joined them? Sigh. I really wish to join and expand my circle in church...but the time commitment? Jin once told me..that if only i could have spared more time...and thats why i didnt join this yr round. But now that..jin is not around..than maybe i shoudl join..and take time off my head.

the other time, yang was asking me about jin. and i was shocked- cuz no one really asked me about us anymore. maybe its becuase i no longer talk about it..or maybe cuz..i just didnt see the need. anyway its really a miracle..or maybe God just wants me to loosen my grip. I guess as u kinda let yourself go..they will slowly seem to return to you faster. So i wa telling Yang that maybe, i dont even have to give him a clear cut answer. I will just let the ends hang loose. Cuz maybe, like that i will feel much better. its good for a change anyway. I used to put in too much, now its time for him to feel my absence, my aloofness.

you cant critic me. cuz you are not in my shoes.

G. is in breakdancing. thats what we all found out. Everyone was talking about how we should all join breakdancing. nahh i can wobble around but not breakdance. hahah

Talked to ben tonight..and i realise how much he rmeinds me of alan. Of cuz, alan is much much older, but they still exude that bad boyishness in them. Haha I think back during secondary school days and i realise that everything i said to ben was really dumb. Arghh!!! but i guess thats what being young is about..you create lots of memories. haha! look back and have a good laugh.

Just now i was having a talk with my dad. Becuz huiqing mentioned that one of the prof actually mentioned that envt enging is still not a wide known course. so very few companies actually would hire with that qualification. Only major companies would be aware of us. And then i realise that, one of my dad's client works at Shell with quite a high post! So he aid, prob could recommand me into for intern or what. Whahahaha! i dont wanna go Palau Bukom! So ulu!

tomorrow is thurday liao! cant wait for the weekends!

facing reality

i thought long and hard about what meiting told me. I realise that isnt it such an irony? she always seems to advise me the opposite of what i expected.

when i turned to her for some sort of approval, she shook and head and told me that i was not right in my mindset.

And now that i turned to her again, afraid of failing again...she actually encouraged me to strive on.

haha. Isnt it ironic? I probably dont need my friends approval in doing things..but i guess when u start having dumb thoughts, you kinda need someone to bring you down to ground zero.

i perched myself at the edge of my seat...cuz i have no idea what i should really say in response.

I just hope that i dont blurt out some stupid statement. Which i am perfectly capapble of. like what my best friend says, isnt it obvious enough? darn it. i shall slinker off into the background. Or dig a hole on the ground to hide~

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

The obsession with ze french

there is this guy that sits behind the group of us during hydrology lecture. He is always wearing a shirt and burmudas, with really short crew cut and awfully tall. We always thought either he is this guy that lones around or PRC. Dont ask but thats what we thought. I mean to me, he looks like a recruit that came out of army.

Then today i was chatting to YT about this guy because i have seen her sittign with him on some occasions. the thing with envt enging is that evryone knows almost everyoen cuz the cohort is small. And you just kinda intro chain by chain. haha. So i was asking her hwo she got to know that loner guy, she said during tutorials. But she dont know much about him cuz he has got this thick accent.

Immediately, i thought of chinese accent. She laughed and shook her head " No, he's french!"

Stunned. Never have i ever thought he could be french. As in pure bred french. Born in france too, apparently. I mean you heard of ABC - American Born Chinese. But you never heard of FAC - French Born Chinese, have you?

Then we started getting all excited and start squealing. Meiling was wondering why she havent notice before that french guy. And we were like, duh~ cuz we thought he quite weird. lolx

Sigh, how your nationality changes ppl's interest in you. Although he is just an xchange student, i.e staying in Singapore for a semester.. we were like darn interested. And so, when in the midst of the tutorials, just as the attendence sheet was passing around. We crazy nutters grab the sheets of paper from the poor girl in front of us and started scanning.

There! His name has [FR] next to it. Hahah...we squeal somemore, like dumb bimbos and gush at how nice his name is. Oh yeah, we still cannot pronounce it! hahaha

Aldred was going on and on about the few french verbs he know..and i was shushing him up. Cuz u never know when he will appear. Haha!

Awww... suddnely he seem so much cuter. Haha!

And so after lecture while we were walking out, i wanted to point him out for nona to see. Suddenly, he just appeared! We smiled and nodded in acknowledgment. So when i went back to the LT, the girls were all like gushing and pointing him out. Hahah i am one step closer to migrating! hahahah

Ok thats not possible. But just a stupid private joke. Haha

Anyway today is super bimbotic day. Probably its the holidays coming up!

Monday, September 18, 2006

mondays have always been weird

The funniest things about wearing a new outfit is that people automatically assumes u have a date.

Well i didnt. Of cuz, it is always rather obvious whether i am going out or not, ill appply make up in school. Haha..and start getting frenzied over being hot and disturbed.

Today when i met up with meiting, i actually realised that i was actually looking forward to a plan that wasnt planned.

Sounds cheem? yeah i know. I dont really get it either. Which is why i come to a conclusion that its always Mondays that make me think stupid thoughts, ask stupid questionss and end up getting pissed off and disappointed.

Its like u go and buy a gown for a prom that no one even planned.

Meiting might say i take her as a backup plan. Nahh..i would have taken the train back with cheewy if i haven arranged to meet her up. Of cuz, sometimes i think i should buck up and be a bit more smarter la. Haha...

I wanted to say but i couldnt. Because i told myself that never am i ever going to say things liek that on Mondays. They always backfire. So i shall just clam up and rattle on some crap.

Tomorrow is lab!!!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

who are you supposed to be thinking of?

When Shancai broke up with DaoMingsi over Lei...it wasnt an easy thing to do. She did tell herself that ultimately she got what she wanted..She has always carried a torch for Lei..and when DaoMingSi let her go..she could finally enjoywhat she always desired.

It was her first date with Lei.

Dressed up nicely and all ready to meet him. To enjoy the happy day.

As they strolled down the walkway...Lei walked way in front of her. And when someone bumped into Shancai, Lei just carried on walking. Suddenly, Shancai actually wondered:" what would Dao Ming Si have done?" Although he might have scolded her for being pig brained and slow poke..but it was way better than walking way ahead.

She started reprimanding herself " why am i thinking of him again? I should be enjoyign this day with the person i have always wanted."

True. But thats the case isnt it?

What you originally thought was what you wanted might not make you happy after all.

When you walk down that path, did you ever think of someone else?

Did you ever sit back on the bench and stare out thinking that...if only i havent made that wrong move?

Maybe you have. Maybe you havent.

Sometimes things arent the way we expect to be.

Many a times, where you would have been sitting in the cinema, and you rustle up previous memories..then you blink and turn to your side - this is not what you want. But since u made the choice, what can u do?

Regrets are pitiful But if you ever have the chance to redeem your loss. Never give up the chance. And since i have it, i am not letting go ever again.

zhe shi wo yao de ai ma?

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Meteor Garden. and lots of day dreaming

Recently, all thanks to youtube, i went back in time.

Back to the time when i fall head over heels over Meteor Garden, fell even more for Dao Min shi and gush non stop of Jerry Yan. No kidding, i will keep buying those name card size photos of his and put in my wallet.

he is so gorgeous. not to mention his character in the show is worth lusting over. Haha

I told my mum that i am back to watching that show. And i told her i dunno why i just love watching that show.

"Cuz u fantasize yourself to be shancai ma.." thats her answer.

*smack head* duh! like who dosent!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

yummy tom yum

today i skipped half my day. didnt attend the second half of the day.

wanted to go home and sleep because the first half of my day, i slept in lectures. Might as well go home and enjoy my comfy bed eh!

So there i was in my last tutorial, starign at my nails. And in horror, i realise its damm ugly. haha. So yours truly went for a manicure. Haha!!!

Now thats what i call enjoy life.

Yesterday, met up with QR for dinner. Since our schools are all in the west. We just took the trai back together. its better to have someone accompany you rather than to take the dinky train back on your own. haha~

And oh yeah, these few days my sch pals and i were comparing GPA la. Its grade point average..and i checked mine. So i was casually asking him how much was his GPA. its almost 4.5! can get 1st class honours! Wah i almost choked. literally. I only gotten a 3.09 and i smirk and think i am actually doing well. then he told me i could most prob get only a third class if not.. nothing! can go bang wall le. Boo. forever cleverer than me! hahah! There is chewy from envir enging.. his GPA is 4.1 and all girls are like flockign to him already. Haha Huiqing always say we must grab chey to sit with us cuz he very smart. lolx and now i found a smarter one! hahah

There is this new restaurant at Katong that sells thai and international cuisine. The tom yam was yummy mummy ok!!! You all should try it. Its call the Black Canyon. *slurp* rice noodles in tom yam prawn soup.

After which we kinda just stroll around my estate, hearing him telling me how scary my estate is.. then somehow we just stood outside my house and chatted for like..over an hour. Hahaha. And what we talked about...the past. Haha..its always funny when we always chat about our secondary days. Because there is so many stupid things you said and done, and we would remmber it still. of cuz there are things i wish he would have memory lapse and forget. Haha!

I was telling him about the recent conversation that Kean and i...and well, maybe that was closure. Maybe it was good that Kean finally told me about how things escalated. Because i realise, its always when things settle into dust...you yourself feel unsettled.

不爱就这么离开...

不爱 -陶喆

快阻止时间倒转
当我们再次遇见
这样的表情
最适合隐瞒
我依然爱你很深

别再多看我一眼
别试探我真的感觉
我怕认不出又会重眷恋
你连背影都温柔

不爱就转身离开
一个人把回忆推翻
不爱 for the love 未来
你和我的信任
我也不回来

不容许陷害前伴
误解了别离的悲
不可能送来这遗憾的爱
我们都真实对白

不爱就这么离开
一个人被寂寞煎伴
不爱只守着被爱
i love you forever 不能说出来
不爱就转身离开
一个人我学会忍耐
不爱去那找被爱

i love you forever 微笑着离开
i love you forever 就这样不爱


this is what i call a good song.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Yippe!

1 lab report and 1 technical proposal.

Kick me.

Vocal lessons tomorrow. Sigh. My trainer's son got into the competition! Envious!

One more thing? He look darn cute!!!

if only we can duet. Haha, Mums fantasy. Not mine!! Serious!

My grp leader is such a cutie. But sucky workign attitude. Why cant he just be a teeny bit efficient. Yours truly has tons to do for goodness sake!

Dont ask me to 'relac lar' one more time, and ill kick ur arse!

hope he dont read this. Haha.

Only thing great about tml? Shopping!!!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

15 people leaving footprints in my life:)

15 people leaving footprints in my life:)

The rules:
-write something about 15 different people.
-you CANNOT say who they are.
-if someone asks which is about them, you CANNOT tell.
-it might be you, it might not be.
-in no particular order.
-tag people to do this.

#1: there arent many people in this world that can click the way we do. Of cuz, our friendship overhauls the usual norm of "there can never be platonic r/s". He is one of those who will sit right next to me during lectures and talk on stop while the rest are fallen asleep. He is the one who sat right next to me throughout the 7 hours journey up to Genting. He is the one whom i can tell all my problems to and never get judged for doing so. He is also one of those that we can share right about anything with. Even stuff that i thought was weird to talk about with guys. He is so cute that u feel like slapping- opps i mean pinching everytime u see him. Despite the fact i always tease him, he really is cute. Haha!

#2: the guy with the classic pick up line that i will never forget. Haha i can remmber the location somemore- maths lecture. haha. The 'pang-seh' king of the clique, always last minute change plans, thus our grp photos all dont seem to have him. However, we still do meet up on our own for K-sessions or go club. So i guess i do see him frequently enough. Despite many things that i keep nagging him about, he never fails to humour me and say that he will change although he dont have to. After all the bad stuff that happened, if i still can put him as one of the impt ppl in my life, i guess he really made an impact.

#3: You have cliques but there are always those few that you are extremely close to. She is one of them. Despite the 2 years break in between, we still managed to get the 'spark' back after 8 hrs/day, 5 days a week of MSN during the post exam holidays. We used to talk on the phone frequently gushing about ncc boys etc etc. haha She is the one that i have been in the same class from Sec1, the one that i have hung out together since the first year of secondary! Now, she became one of the K-kakis.

#4: Arhhh i could safely say she is my bestest friend. Haha althuogh there are things that i always get pissed off by her, i guess friendship holds firmer through quarrels. Make an effort that is. Although we are not in the same school, we sometimes ( really sometimes only) meet her up along queensway. Through every single of my r/s. she has always been the one i use to bluff my mum abt where i going, the one that i will seek advice from, the one that will accompany me to go out and shop for presents. She is also the one whom we will always plan parties and celebrations. Haha. The only one that has written with me almost 10 friendship books. haha!!

#5: Forever my co-speaker. Hung out alot throughout the years of my education. My first friend in secondary school. My so call first friend in JC. And we stuck through it all together since. Despite a hiatus in our siao-on frienship...things just got back abit on track after the holidays where we met up for karaoke sessions. She is this nutty girl who has a horrible temper but yet someone i can get on with very very well. No kidding but she makes my sch life much happier.

#6: I cant possibly leave this person out of my list cuz she was there all along. As in all along through the peaks and troughs of my life. Despite the many differences, i am happy that we are having what we are. And this is somebody no one can ever replace.

#7: This goes along with the 6th person. Been there all along. Although others might find it hard to communicate with that figure, mine has always been very open and receptive towards me and the rest of the family. Always making sure that we have all that we need.

#8: Arhh..interesting. Time tells and proves that keepin in touch is very important. Mnay years have passed. And i always wonder how we managed to still be in touch all these while. Of cuz, there was a pause in it all, there were happy moments, very happy moments, there are liek almost zero unhappy ones. Haha. I guess becuz after all that has happen, u kinda understand that person soo well until u just refuse to do anythign to spoil it. And of cuz, this person thinks i am like the most free person in the world! Happy guessing the rest of the people eh U! =p

#9: No one could have ever treated me with so much love, care and concern. Apart from my parents, he seem to know what i want in life, what i need and what i expect. the good thing of it all? he never grumbles about the crappy shit i fill his brain with. Although things didnt work out as well as i expeted, i guess we lacked communication to make everything return to normal.. But after all, he has always been the yardstick. The gauge of all things that i shoudl treasure.

#10: Nona once mentioned to me that no matter how determined you are to make sure you are the queen, there will always be one case that prove to you Love is Blind. i never believed it until i had to write about this person. Come to think of it, its true that no matter how strong you rwill is, how my idealogy has been to be the ruler of all things, he actually managed to make you fall flat. I did. and well, i guess thats why they said love is blind. No matter how unhappy i was, i still strivedo n cuz i keep my hopes up. You look at his positive points and somehow find excuses for all things that he is incompetent. But trust me, indeed, there will always be one time in your life that proves to you, love makes you blind.

#11: Its amazing how we actually got to become so close. all because of #15. I remembered that i first set eyes on her during Social Studies lect. Mrs Choy forced each and everyone of us to sit in register number in the auditorium. The first thing i noticed about her is that she has got this beautiful ahndwriting. And the first words i said to her is, can u help me draw an arrow? i suck in drawing arrows and hers look so pretty. Haha. And few days later, we happen to take the same bus and happen to talk about #15. And ooh, we exchanged numbers and all. That when the friendship started. Oh yeah, not forgetting that we are always after the same guy. The time when we actually thick skinned enough to ask a senior for his prom picture cuz we thought he was damm cute. the thing is, we dont even know him as a friend. haha. She is the only person that i could never get angry at. She is the only person that i am always happy for when she manged to talk to him. I dont even get jealous! And of cuz, she has always gotten so well with me. Maybe its her personality that i am so able to talk to her about anything.

#12: When i first met him. I never liked him. First of all, he pronouced my name wrongly and laughed about it somemore!!! Ergh! and throughout that one year, we slowly realised that despite his abit-gayness, he clicks with us. I hated him when he checked my hair, my belt, earrings and shoes. yeah i never seem to like school rules. Anyway th eturning point came when he actually cried, For us. and that was then, when i realise that underneath the fierce cheena-ness, he is actually this super sweet guy that shed tears when some of us couldnt promote. That left a deep print in my heart.

#13: She is good at scolding people all kinds of names. Really. Elephants, idiots, stupid...etc. She is th eonly teacher that calls me boy-crazy. And she is the only person that can never seem to remmber that after 4 years, weibin and i are no longer together. Everytime i go back to visit her, she will always ask the same thing, " How is weibin?" After a while, you just lazy to remind her that it was over along, long time ago. She used to call me a scatterbrain etc, but above all this, its the way she teach that gave me a deep impression. You can laugh at her big butt and all, but she really makes sure you do well. And she has a proven track record. Of cuz, she is this super cute person!

#14: Some people leaves you with deep memories. Some people makes you blush seeing them face to face. Some people just brings you back into time when they flutters through your brain. Some people just...leaves things hanging loose. He is this person.

#15: You know how it is when someone can make several girls talk about non stop. Someone that almost tore up friendship, someone that brings together friendship and someone that makes you just cant stop talking about. This person is not one that has dashing good looks and all, but its the easy goingness, the reddishness, the soft giggle... Yeahh. Always the sun. Bright shining sun! =)

p/s: Finally done! Not easy to writ eout about 15 people ok! Alright readers, make a guess? =p

Sunday, September 03, 2006

arghhhh!!!!!

u know sometimes when u just cant help thinking more about the one you shouldnt be thinking about?

yes indeed i made my choice, and it is much easier to carry on your choice when you dont see the person around.

Darn. saw Hibiscus again. I just happen to be standign around, waiting for my mum to get her stuff from some shop. Then someone called me and that familiar scent...

drives me nuts.

Now it makes it harder. Harder to think that i was sane.

Logically everyone says that i made the right choice.. I mean yeah, come to think of it, i dont wanna shorten my lfie with passive smoke.

i am runnign out of excuses.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Weekend is here!

SInce school started, ive been hangiing out with Nona all day long. Haha sit with her through every lecture, had lunch together, dinner, breakfast...hahaha!

Weekend loh!!!!!

 
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