The one with no more exam..yet.

Went for my ACCA briefing yesterday! ahh i realise that its quite fun having friends along with you on this job. But damm, before i start working, i already have to spend. they dont allow short skirts, heels. dont that mean i have absolutely nothing to wear to work!! argh. so after which, ah bang, nona, me, qj,meiling and her bf went to Far East for lunch. Had Hans!! *yummy* all 6 of us squeezing into a table meant for four.

So there we were chatting on about JC life and well, since ah bang, meiling's bf and i were all from SRJC, we really realised that SRJCians really cna play outta hand. cutting away school fence to pon school, skip PE, pon lesson, Play poker until sch gate close...etc etc. hahah!

So many things has taken a drastic turn. Some may say its good, some may say it isnt. of cuz to me, i guess i am forever caught in the same dilemma. and it wasnt so much of anyone's fault this time.

I have one more paper to go! Envt chem tomorrow! Ah bang sms me today to ask me not to slack. haha! And there i was painting my nails and waiting for my phone to ring.

Yeah although there seem to have lots of exam going on, i realised i watched alot of movies, sang alot of karaoke. lol!! Watched the latest movie by Andy Lau on friday night. Hmm i dont really like old war movies because the tend to be the most...gruesome.

Woke up with a blinding headache, and even when i forced myself off bed, i know i am ready to fall back to sleep again. As qj was talking away..i just cant thinking that he sounds just like the sun. Or does MJ guys sound like that. Hahaha.... After hanging up the phone like four in the morning, i realise i am back in the same kinda position.

Vic called this morning to ask how everything is..and to me, i just dont get it at all. haha! maybe i was just sick of having to go thru the same thing again..so maybe this time round i just dont wanna fall into the same hole.

I may just look back and laugh how absurd all these is. How many people have to be roped in to solve it. and well, i realise i cant tell victor anything without anyone not knowing! Argh.

So many things i wana say. but i got lots to study! damm! haha..

the one with the lost phone and more bad luck

this is the suckiest day ever.

apart from being saddled with some one who has zero responsibility.

i lost my hp straight after.

yeah. I HAVE NO HP NOW.

this world is full of fucked up people.

The one with all the updates

its been ages since i last updated. but this dont mena i have been mugging and ignoring what is going on online. in fact, the truth is quite the opposite. Even though exams are around the corner, i still have the time to like park myself online, watch you tube until my eyes pop, chat on msn until i dont feel like sleeping.

Its really different this tiem around during the exams period. Usually i dont belive in going out to study. but when the whole gang decides to study together, i was thinking why not? i have the car. so i just drop alex off at school, and drive to school. although the rest are there at 9 am where i only reach around 1pm. But its really nice, having them book readily the tables, and we just sit around and mug. i ont mug of course, but i just enjoy all the company.

yesterday, we went to my statistic's tutor office for consultation. 5 girls and 1 lecturer. omg. he is so cute. he is the youngest lecturer we have in NTU and he reminds me alot of my secondary sch history teacher. His office is bare with lots of china looking things and there he was surrounded by 5 girls, shrieking and gossiping while he work on our problems. occaisonally he will lift his head up and "huh?" for no reason at all. haha. Initially he explained everything softly, cuz he is liek so timid when talking to us. then as we ask more and more stuff, he explained to us in Mandarin!!! stunniing! thats when we kinda lost track of what he asid. haha! We were tryin to get him to say abit about the exam paper since he is the setter for 3 out of 4 questions. but he was very tight lipped about it, just keep saying we shld study. Like Duh!! haha..

alan called me just now, asking if i send any msg to his friend. goodness. we dont even have any mutual friends. anyway after his call, i was sitting there and thinking, how could i be such a nut case in the past. i saw his blog and read what happened to him recently..and i just thought. some people just change. or rather he was just different in front of me ba. damm, someone is hacking into my account. wonder who! alan didnt wanna say. think shld be quite serious. gosh like i care.

ah bang intro me this song which is a duet by Cao Ge and Genie. Hmm so nice. the funniest thing was he sent a offline msg to paste the link of the you tube mtv. and that night it wasnt me using the comp. it was my dad. haha! so when he see that i didnt reply him, he guessed that it isnt me since its around 2am and why the hell would i be online. haha we were chattign the other day and he says that his impression of me changed from what was before. he thought i was a studious and quiet person in the past. gosh! just becuz i am from environmt engin, he thinks i mug alot until recently he keep seeing me popping online den he realised, i am just as slack as any other civil enging ppl. haha alright, this is not trying to say civil ppl are slack, just that thats what he thought since he, himself is from civil. i was like..hmm so i am no longer the demure lady already? haha..never in my whole life has anyone commented that i was quiet. lolx.

well my first paper is this thurs..and my mummy is back from HongKong on thurs!

these few days, it has been me washing dishes, cooking lunch and dinner. alright- more liek heating up food. but still, managed to cut my fingers and palm. =/ im so not cut out for all these work. lolx. lucky my dad offered to mop floor. haha!! Mummy says he bought quite some stuff back for me! cant wait!! =)

Juan's bday is this sunday!!! Happie Bday in advance! =)

the one with the covenant

movie watching last night. glad i had the car otherwise i would barely be on time. the newest show was the covenant and it is good. haah omg. look at the abercrombie guys! awww...sho cute.
i was like rushing my way to the cinema when meiting called me- wanna sing K? stunned!! a saturday night and my best bud is free? someone must be having outfield. lolx.
despite them booking in advance, we sat all the way in the 5th row i think. and i didnt know it was a horror film till the 'darkling' appeared!! scared the hell outta me. haha
but they were really nice, knowing that i haven had my dinner...i have nachos and sweets and drinks! haha..quite paiseh cuz its gy who bought them. Ooo he is finally able to book out frm tekong, and gosh he looks so different. haha
after which we all went for supper and...suddenly i got a call. i looked at the photo id and got like the greatest shock. its 1 am already moreover..so it was like. anyway just stunned. after which i was chatting with vix and...since i hrd lots of things from the other guys..they wanted me to talk to him. Sigh. i hate giving pep talks cuz it always comes out harsher than i would have planned.
but well, it went ok lar. i think i got my point across!
qj managed to find the song i wanted! yeahhh!!!!

the one with all the new faces

its qj's sister's birthday last night, and he asked me to go along for the celebration at dbl o. initially i tot vix was going thats why i went. but since i was free for dinner, met up with qj and 2 of his army friends for dinner first.

We had dinner at mos buger and i saw lots of male tv stars! arhh..except tay ping hui. but honestly, they look good. hur hur. there was Zhang Yao Dong, and Michelle Chia's bf- shaun something, and a couple more. They are all the frontmen of Crocodile. Eating Mos burger. lolx!

went down to dbl o, and since we are on guest list...we still have to wait. Duh! but basically dbl o has lots of mature crowd lar. since guys can only enter above 21 i think. or isit 23. forgot. they have a club wear shop inside! woohoo!

but the only good thing of the night was the bar top dancers. you would think they employ sexily clad babes to danceonbar tops eh? Nooo...they have hunks with gyrating hips! wowee! lol wasnt sure if they have 6pack but never mind, they dance damm well can! and oh yeah, with top unbuttoned. hahaha!!! all for the ladies!!

came back from the dance floor and i saw a couple of familir faces, even jy from my jc clique!! apparently he is qj's army buddy's buddy. whih happens to be adrian. hmmm..the friends just comes back to a cycle. haha!

tired. have to study liao!!!

the one with awkwardness

its really hard to be talking with someone that you haven been exactly on good terms with for years. its like, everytime you wanna say something- you cant be yourself. because you never know if the other person still accepts you as what you are.

and i guess, the closer they once was, the harder it is to get along after a huge rift.

The awkward silence. the humming. and the smile plastered on my face.

haha its really funny now thinking of it. How you used to be so chatty and fun loving, joking away..but now, the ocnversation boils down mainly to how are yous, its ok, youre welcome, thank you. civil and polite.

* bbrr* shudders just thinking of the icy tones. haha

dbl o tmr night! yeah..am not really very or extremly excited to go. its just...like i dun have the passion for anything else.

i no longer yearn for KTV. no longer enjoy being packed with bodies, trying nto to fall asleepwithin the dance floor. but of cuz, the crowds will be differet and all..but some thing never change. i am so not cut out for nightlife.

Ah Bang says i look like a ODAC kinda person. omg. do i!? haha and today just as i was mentioning abt him with nona, he happens to walk towards us. and i was like saying" hey we were just talking abt u.". and he was like grinning and said' well i was just telling my friend about u too!"

ehh? Arh...becuz he manage to fnid out my J1 yearbook picture!!! arghh! so embarrasing. hahah.. we have a nickname for him..way before we got to know him. we call him interestign guy cuz he seems so dao, so quiet. lolx. but now? i dont think so. haha!

school these few days was like fun man. laughed non stop and seems to have so many things to do. not really homework..but i guess since everyone starts stayin back and since i have a car, seems like veryone waits for me to give them all a lift to mrt. lol which i did lar! lol

but still, it manages to take things off my mind. cuz i finally understood le. some things are not meant to be forced upon. and of cuz, never believe ones word too seriously. cuz you will end up looking mro elike a fool than you already are. hell i was guilible..but that was my mistake. i shldnnt have.