It was a week with no work, 1 appending wedding and a funeral.

My Uncle passed away recently over the weekend and for the first ffew days of the week it was his wake. Entered his huge house, well decorated and the coffin in the living room.
I sat there looking at it, looking at his children - i realise i am really afraid of death. Not that it was a recent thought, i had that worry since i was...primary 1 i suppose? Remmbering that i would run to find my mum while watcing tv and jump around shuddering. It still happens- excluding the jumping around. Just shuddered.

Catching up on my Sex and the city these few nights. And there are so many many thoughts everytime Carrie quoted something. Hmm.

Preparing for Nic's birthday this sunday! Arhh and i realise MPH close down on the day i wanna get some art supplies! Damm! but dawn is clever and resourceful! Hahaha!!!

Tried painting my nails while adding princessy designs on it. Veri Veri nice!!! :)

Went to open 2 more accounts. Felt like putting my money here and there so i wont spend it. lolx. and of cuz, the need to open a Paypal Account plus all the ebay stuff....blahhh

Lurve the 9pm show. Dawn is just a sucker for all things...Army. Tay Peng Hui -- AWWwwww! He is so dashing. but he looks old-er. Looks weird lusting over felicia chin. Sigh. Some ppl has all the luck!

Next week is Justins and Annas Wedding. Finally!!! After knowing them for months - i am invited. lOlx. love weddings. I planned mine. Hahah!

A week - lots of things done. Lots of thing not done also. Haha

Cheers - will update after nich's bday.

Birthday planning!

I know i know, its almost half a year away. but dont be surprised, you have to book this early. No joke, Especially when your birthday falls on New Year's Eve's Eve. Haha!

Checked out cruise party, cost me like almost $2000 just renting the place. [strike off]
Check out National Musuem, cost like almost$1000 too. Without food mind you. [strike off]

*pouts* whyyyyy.....................

Then i stumbled on this wedding site which share all about wedding and stuff. Wah so so many things to know.

Well of course i know being a Cathlolic means engagement encouter courses, marriage prep courses and retreats and luckily the churhc actually have wedding coordinators for you! My friend Jessica is one very good example! Anna & Justin's wedding is handled by her.

But then there is the chinese custom part- how much is the pin4jin1. One BTB (bride to be) said that her mum asked for $30K worth of it. And another rebutted saying it too much, since her own mum asked only for $200. What a great difference.

I am sliding more towards the former price. =X I mean, the parents is 'giving away' their daughter, isnt $200 as much as a piece of abalone?

And there was this girl who mentioned that she is very unhappy cuz her husband's side neve rpay for the wedding and end up is the Bride paying for most. and my dear future bridesmaid think that it is perfectly okay to do so, when i lament to her about it.

NO IT IS NOT!

I remmber reading this book about how " if you are unhappy in the bridal gown, you will never have a happy marriage". Wouldnt you want to have a wedding you know its beautifully planned? I mean i always thought the rold of a bride is to plan, and the role of the groom to finanace it?

And then, scrolling down, many other brides said that yes, the groom side paid for the whole wedding. dosent that prove my point already?

Oh well.

I am so old

Kids nowadays are just so funny. Jy's spammer come spam on my blog. or so they say. Spamming is like 100tags. That guy only left 1 tag. lol!
XY being JY sister, was of course mad and left a not very polite post. Hmm if it was me, what would i do?
ten years back , probably ill be the same, throwing an occasional f*word to show how pissed i am. 10 years later, ill probably go to my tagboard control panel and delete his name. OR, write down his ip address and threaten to call the police! Yup that guy is so dumb. IP address!? Hello, has he not thought of that?
Goign to celebrate Wendy's bday next monday at clarke quay! Arh i hope not Fish Market again, quite not nice. Photo quality there also not pretty. Lolx. I foudn this amzingly cool jewellery making worktop. LoLx. now ppl even come up with this kinda thing. Mobile & portable and able to store all your supplies and tools. Hope she dont have somethig like that yet. Otherwise there goes the present! Anyway that seller say she is the only dealer in Sg. Arhhh..exclusivity! :)
Going for lunch le. And yes, today i did exercise. I walked to work + the help of a bus. Damm, the day without a car sucks. i was practically dripping prespiration. But surprisingly, with or without car, the transport time is the same. But hey MrBlack, i did walk!!!! LoLx

Sex & The City Quotes

Carrie: "Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous. "

It just kinda fits so well into every thoughts that goes through every one's mind. stop self denying. Its so true.

Found it? Good for you!

Weekend....

Started work last thurs - and 2 days into m job, i love the availability of a omputer and my own computer but not so muchof my colleagues, or rather my bosses. Sigh, everyone just wanna protect their own arses.

spent friday night and way into saturaday morning @ settlers katong. feelin kinda pissed in the begining when i missed out the starting of the game and ihad to sit outand wait for them to finish. nt to mention i broke my perfectly maicured thumb-nail. @#%^^$@ there goes the other 9 fingers because i cant just go out with a strange thumb.

was talking to GY about how the other time was an incident and he was in no right to make sacarstic comments to nich. but ooh welll, i realised its not his fault, not nich...it just happens to be alvin's. but in a way, maybe it isnt. Hmmm. imagine i didnt go for the settlers outin, iwould never have gotten my point across. SOmetimes, i just wonder how is it that they reckon hardworking=pure torture. Oh please.

watched 'Transformers' on sat night and it as breath-takingly wonderful! arghh! imagine i had a guardian of my own. i pat my dear ol'e car and hopes he unfolds into a big robot.

nothing happened hmm.

P.r bought 2 other guys along and oh, none of them was her bf. hmm, 10 of us was placed in a 4-4-2 posiiton and so, i was sitting nect to hT & wj. arh...realised throughout the whole movie, they werent even sittin close, neither were they holding hands etc. It ust felt...weird and relieved at the same time.

Them other time, alvin said they were together as a part of a commitment, not so much of love. is that even possible? if there aint no love, shldnt a couple just go their seperate ways? I dunno. cant call myseld a gd example of commitment. not that i was a phobic, mind u. :)

was in RCIA this morning and we were somehow on this topic of marriage. oh yeah, i recalled, cuz the announcement of the Wedding Anniversary Mass was comin up. And anyway, Christina was sharing about how sometimes James and her always irritated each other to no end. Like last night, she was nagging at him non stop on their way to a function and ended up missin a turn and was even later. not too good. She and him was always saying that 'is it is not for God, i would have left u'. which is why she say the role of God is very important in her 20yrs of marriage. the 'death till us part' vow holds them together till the end. Jessica, being involved in the Catholic Life Society that has our engagment/mariage/family planning/giving birth all planned out, has seen it all. Prep couples for marriages...and like what our catholic law says: We cannot get a divorce. Never. Jessica says that really it aint easy, other quarels, tempers, etc...

Many a times, people always questioned my need of having my future husband sharing the same religion. i think it bsolutely necessary because apart from the fact that we can have a church wedding, we will spend our sundays together, have our kids baptised ith beautiful christian names...we woulld be less prone to quarrel.

I dunno why...but it is so true. Everytime i flare up, or make irritatingly unreaosnable comments, loud tempers...i happen to consolidate them all in church. and i tell myself and prays to Him and says "please let me not do that again". and try to make up for it. although i knwo it might not seem obvious, but i do! really! :)

Typing this entire entry [painstakingly] on my laptop. What? Yes, a laptop!!! i just got it yesterday. Hur hur! can watch my Sex and the City [Season 1-6] right here. Haha!