the things u learn..

第一行诗的狂妄
第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇 你的倔强
第一颗流星灿烂
第一个天真愿望
第一个诺言 美丽的荒唐

你教我爱的善良 你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记 该忘伤心太伤
那些你教我的事 让思念更苦更长
只想问 想念的 想念的
想念的你 怎么样

爱情是信仰或只能是旅途风光
那女孩带我漫游一次天堂
你教我怎么爱上
却没教怎么遗忘
让我的阳光都变成了泪光


its true isnt it? as you advance on in life, you look back at yourself and what passed u by. and you think to yourself, why am i what i am - different?

because of the ppl that come and go in your life. there was this point in life when someone jerked me and said i have changed. and i did because of the pessimsm surrounding. right now, maybe i have already chnaged to be more optimistic. but it made me a harder person. i cannot take weakness, laziness or anything less than perfect.

was telling juan that its mor elike a double standard. the high expections now and the asy going one in the past. but i have been thru shit and i just wanna be happier. and make sure i stay this way...

how many parts can a heart be compartmentalised into?