Its all about post exams!

its hard to imagine that i am left with 1 more round of examinations for the final semester. I had so much planned this december - wanting to go back to work, to once again relive the excitement of going to work. but i didnt. deep down i know its all because of what i did. but i told myself that it shouldnt have rendered that kind of cold stupid response. maybe like cris says, no matter what, i will forgive and forget and just carry on as usual. i admit so - that is if the infatuation haven worn off. and so he once told me that i should plan on how i wanna celebrate my bday and etc...i look at the way things are right now..haha

went for skirmish ops briefing yesterday and i am amazed that i was the only girl around. and guess wad is my team's name? Wild hogs! you think its funny, wait till u check our the other ENE counterparts - wild pigs and wild porks. the other participants was guffling out loud. PT4 came and it was damm funny cuz ben asked him for his name - gosh, he must have been felt damm sad cuz he say he know all of our names. was explaining to my bro on how his name came about. PT4= Beatles= his hairstyle. he reminds me more of aaron anyway.

woke up with fingers boring into my palm. you knwo how is it when u have really bad dreams - whereby you have so much emotions gushing through you? yeah and woke up in cold sweat. i remmeber my bro and i looking down the stairways, as if peeping...nic and some viet girl was fooling around in the living room. good ness gracious. hahaha bet it got influenced by this book.

nic passed me this book called "lucy in the sky" and it was abt this girl lucy who recieved news that her bf is cheating on her and she got so pissed cuz that guy seem to cover her tracks to well - but not the slut who smsed her. so anyway she displayed this personality that is totally ME! how she loves to dig through racks of past season of clothes to find the one she bought before discount even if it makes her feel pissed..and so many itty gritty details that makes her a worry wreck. that is wad i am worry wreck.

the whole hostel and me thing just never fails to set me off. sometimes i just wonder maybe a easier solution is out there.

FYP ball has started rolling. written report due end of decemeber!!!!! ARGH!